An Experience

I have had a recent experience in my life that made me look at things differently. I appreciate every moment I have at home or at school. Cuz I never know if it will all be taken away again. I look outside and look for more than a second. I guess what I'm trying to say is just don't take the simple pleasures in life for granted. When I was in the hospital for 2 1/2 weeks, I was isolated to my room for the first week, then I was allowed to walk around the floor. Which wasn't very big, and all it was, was more rooms. So I was in this 15 X 10 room most of the time. And my view was another brick wall about 20 feet outside my window. It sucked. I didn't know when I would ever get out of there. They did take good care of me, but I was having horrid cramps every hour or two, and the meds weren't working, so I was in a bad mood most of the time. Just stop and enjoy the things like driving, or going to the bank to cash a check that you worked hard for, or sitting down at a resturant. When you have a bad day, just think that theres another one tomorrow. And it will probably be better. Whatever it is, just appreciate it, because you never know how long you'll have it.

a working class hero is something to be

so i have made it two full days so far and its been nice. i havent gotten that tired. its soo awesome seeing everybody again. i dont think everyone understands how much i missed them. well im going to get to bed a little early tonight. so i will post again! idk when but i will.

New Jersey falls into the atlantic

WE HAD AN AGREEMENT!!

had to get that out. dont ask what its about. just venting a bit.
well im going to try for a full day tomorrow. i think i can do it. oh and Green Day has a new album coming out 'The Breakdown' in May. im sooo effin excited about that. red jumpsuit also has a new one coming out. the soreness from the surgery has pretty much gone away. I sneezed last night for the first time in about a month. that hurt. then i did again today. it hurt again. but i guess that means im getting better. last nite we hung out in jeffs basement. played some smash bros. and also tried to learn how to play this game wiggles brought over. some sort of twist on the game risk. it was cool. i didnt even get to go. wiggles lost like 10 guys to jeffs 2 guys when wiggles was attacking for the first time and then proceeded to get pissed and quit. lol. thats ok though.

I AM going to semi formal by the way.

its sooo awesome to be back from the dead

I thoroughly enjoyed going back thursday and friday and seeing everyone. that was a lot of fun. it was awesome seeing everyone again. im going to start coming in the mornings and seeing how long i can last. ill definetely be doing full days sometime this coming week. im excited that everything is getting back to normal.

gettin ready for day 2

im getting ready to go back to school for afternoon classes. i wont get to see friends as much though :( anyways yea. lookin forward to it. gotta go to mrs davis's class sometime or another. well my computer is being really dumb so ill post again later. see ya!

well i came back from the dead

I went back to school. it was so awesome seeing everyone again. all the hugs were awesome. lol. its stuff like hugs that make you feel better. i did go home at half day, but that probably wont last long. i probably could have made it the whole day, but i really didnt want to deal with mrs davis. lol. i went home right before her class. its really nice to be driving again too. im feeling a lot better. the soreness is pretty much gone. i still have to be careful.

live and let die

im here again pretty much to just say im getting better. the soreness from the surgery is getting better. which is all im waiting on to go back to school and work. catching up is going to suck, but i can do it. im looking forward to seeing everyone again. i never thought id say that i miss school or work. but i do. ha and you know what? i forgot my locker combo. lol.

what a wonderful world

well im feeling better everyday, i think i'll be back at school soon. i dont have a specific date, but it will probably be soon. im just really sore from the surgery still. everything else is still going well. i can actually say now that im cured. i dont bleed anymore. so everything is getting better.

its a day that i cant stand

well i havent felt this good for awhile. im finally getting better. for real. im really really sore. but other than that im fine. yes i had surgery. once the soreness from that goes away, i should be able to return to school. idk when thats going to be though.

put a penny in the slot and make an artificial light sign

well im going to be back home and well late this week. my appitite(sp?) is 98% better. and probably asking some people to come over next weekend. maybe even a taco bell run and monopoly. not 100% sure but its a possibility. but i am going to be better soon :)

just another day in paradise,,,,,ha

well i am back in the hospital,yes. i am fine. yes i was taken by ambulance. im not going to be here nearly as long as last time. after i get home im going to get better. we know it this time :)